I think i went on my first date. I say "i think" because im not sure if you could really call it that, or even if thats what it was meant to be. Anyways, there is this guy i have known for quite a while now, and he is one of my friends friends. Everyone seems to be so convinced that he likes me, and ill admit we can tend to be quite flirtly around each other ontop of talking every day . The conversation between us never really hinted that we was into me however, so i just kinda figured the flirtyness was all for fun. Until Tuesday night, it was one of my friends last night in town and we were all together just hanging out. But he held me hand, something he had never done before. And when i got home that evening, almost like clock work the flirty texts began.
Unsure of how to act i took my friends advice and asked him to hang out just to see how it would go. He seemed to be very into the idea. Does going to the movies count as a date? I feel like such a noob. Anyways we went to the movie Transformers. A movie series im actually really into. He didnt pay for my ticket and i didnt want any popcorn.. so maybe it wasnt a date? hmm..
You can just say that i was shocked because the conversation wasnt awkward even though we had never been alone before, and we actually had fun.
Can i just say two words about him though : talanted hand holder. ( IS That three words? whatever)
This boy had skills when it came to hand holding. he grabbed my hand right when the movie started and he would slowly caress my hand and would tickle my palm and intertwine our fingers . It was actually really cute. Who knew that simply holding a hand could be so thrilling. We kinda teased each other by seeings whose palm we could make tickle first . The part that really suprised me was that we started rubbing his hand on my thigh and actually got pretty close to a small feel up in the movie theater. like whatttt? now dont go thinking it was anything innapropriate cause it wasnt but he made me jump a few times. and thought that was hilarious.. cute huh? At one point during the movie he even pulled a corny trick to put him arm around me and i guess you could say we kinda cuddled, so by now your probably wondering why were not dating by now or why i havent mentioned if im into him.
Heres the conclusion i came to after the movie was through. While we obviously had chemistry phsysically im not sure he is the type of boy i could date. Simply because conversation is never all that intresting and i dont find myself constantly checking my phone or worrying that he texted me, i dont find myself constantly thinking about him like i have done with previous boyfriends. So while the " date" was fun i think for now im gunna remain single and maybe date around. But hey, who says that there cant be a second? maybe my opinion of him will change.. next time im thinking some thing where talking has to be involved. Yea...
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| hahahah oh this movie is perfect |
<3 Michelle
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