Except for Worse, And Worse

Ever since i was lacking confidence and feeling really low on myself my days have seemed to just gotten worse and worse. Im not really going to get into detail about the abundance of things that have been happening to me lately but honestly the amount of bad and negative thats going on in my life is raining out and down on the good. Normally when something bad happens to me i just shake it off and let it slide because i try to maintain happy and carefully. unfortunatly lately i have been feeling to the point of almost depression where i break down over everything and honestly just cant get a grip on my life. I feel like im spinnning out of control and i dont even know how to be myself anymore. I dont really know how to even talk to anyone about this simply because im worried about looking weak and whiny which is somthing i always try to be the opposite of. But if im only happy when i fake it, i feel lonler then ever, and taking a test makes me want to cry my eyes out, somthings gotta give. when dance the one thing that used to be my safe haven and make me happy has become just another contributing factor to my unhappyness something up, and if for some reason i feel like i cant even talk to my best friend about this what does a girl do. I honestly need to be happy for once. And figure out whats wrong with me because i cant continue like this..

Skies are crying, I am watching Catching tear drops in my hands Only silence, as it's ending