Ugly Duckling.

Im pretty sure every girl experiances this. Every girl has that one girl they wished they looked like. Mine just happens to be one of my very best friends. I get asked about my friend or told how " hot " she is, bascially on a day to day basis. It never used to bother me, but lately its really been getting under my skin. And for one thing i just want to set the record straight that im not jealous of her. sometimes i just wished my face looked like hers. Is that shallow? probably.

Anyway, after so many guys giving her attention its hard not to beat down on yourself just because you feel so used. Guys become frienfs with me in order to get to her. How ridiculous right? right. rude much..
Today, i came to the relization. i have got to stop wishing i would look like her. Because lets be honest thats just dissapointment waiting to happen. Because i never will. I will never be her , i will always  be me. And if im being honest with myself i am pretty blessed , its not like im being shuned or something, i just dont get the same attention that she does, and thats okay because she is one of my best friends and i understand why people like her so much. She is an awesome person! I need to learn to have more confidence in myself :)

have confidnence! Be strong!









This is me and her,, beautiful isnt she?